The results are in

I met with my doctor today to discuss my colposcopy results. Everything is completely normal. What he couldn't explain to me is why I had abnormal results to begin with and now everything is normal. I just can't wrap my head around it and the fact that there is no rhyme or reason, as to how or why things happened the way they did, doesn't help all that much. However, the results were normal so I suppose I should just shut up and count my blessings for that. I still have to go back in August for a follow up colposcopy. When I asked him why he responded with, "Well we want to make sure that nothing progresses." Now I am completely lost because he said everything is normal, so what exactly is there that could progress?? And I finally (two and a half years later) got a referral from him to see a specialist in Boston for a laparoscopy to rule out endometriosis!! As soon as I am done with all of this man's colposcopy shenanigans, I am done with him as well and I will be finding myself a new OB-GYN doctor. That is what I wanted to do last year, but then my Pepere passed away and everything went downhill from there and I put myself on the back burner so that I could be there for everyone else. I have now realized that in order to take care of everyone else, I need to take care of myself first.